Thursday, July 9, 2009

RHETI Sampler Test Results I tied btwn 2 of these

The short (well 30something question) quiz is below:

http://www.enneagraminstitute.com/dis_sample_36.asp

Have fun!

I'm a Personality type 4 (the same as my beloved MJ R.I.P). I'm curious to know what personality type is typical of the MJ fan. :)[/QUOTE]

I tied btwn these 2:

Type Two
The Helper
The caring, interpersonal type. Twos are empathetic, sincere, and warm-hearted. They are friendly, generous, and self-sacrificing, but can also be sentimental, flattering, and people-pleasing. They are well-meaning and driven to be close to others, but can slip into doing things for others in order to be needed. They typically have problems with possessiveness and with acknowledging their own needs. At their Best: unselfish and altruistic, they have unconditional love for others.

Type Nine
The Peacemaker
The easy-going, self-effacing type. Nines are accepting, trusting, and stable. They are usually creative, optimistic, and supportive, but can also be too willing to go along with others to keep the peace. They want everything to go smoothly and be without conflict, but they can also tend to be complacent, simplifying problems and minimizing anything upsetting. They typically have problems with inertia and stubbornness. At their Best: indomitable and all-embracing, they are able to bring people together and heal conflicts.

OMJ! This does sound like me, I hate conflict!

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

New Poem~Never Far Behind~For Michael Jackson

Michael Jackson Wallpapers

Michael Jackson Wallpapers

Never Far Behind

Michael, you may not walk upon the earth now,
but you're still with me even now.
Thru a voice among the trees
or a gently blowing breeze,
a quiet voice to sing me a song
and I don't believe that this is wrong.

You put your arms around me to quiet my reeling mind
that's how I know you're never far behind.
You come to me when I'm in fright
just like in the earthly life
to see that I'm alright.

I feel you Michael in everything I do
and I will never stop loving you.
A baby's smile or the laugh of a child
lets me know you've come back for a while.

Why did it hurt when you left so much?
I suppose because now I don't have the physical touch,
but I know you're still here with me
even if it's only the heart that I see
but I still see you plain as day
you will never fade away.

I see you and I hear your soft voice in my ear
letting me know you're always near.
I wish you were Zanny I really do,
then I could still hold onto you,
and then I'd never have to be blue.

But when the world crashes down on me
and when things seem to go so terribly
when the night becomes a horrid place
I feel your presence or see your face,
and that's a love nothing will ever replace.

Thru tiny little special signs
like when the light of morning shines
or a song that helps me to unwind
Michael, I know you're never far behind.

Tami L. Cook (c) 7-8-2009

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

My Letter To God~New Poem

My Letter To God

I know You have a master plan
but to figure it out so few of us can,
but why did you take this beautiful man?
Why did you take him when HE had his own plan
to take over the world and rock the land??
Help me Dear God to understand.

I know You are great and All Good,
but what did I do to lose us this Angel
who hurt anyone he NEVER would?
Why did You have to take Michael now?
What do we do with this empty and how
do we live in this dark, gloomy place?
I know he now walks within your grace
and he no longer has to run The Race,
but now I'm in a big empty space.

Dear God please help me to understand
why you reached down and took this man?
How I'll go on is a mystery I"m not sure I can.
I only wanted to love Michael for all time and more
I've never loved anyone this much before,
and I know I will know love never more.

I know You have a master plan
and now Michael's in the Greatest Neverland
where he will always be Peter Pan
but now he's left his Tinker Bell
this world is now a living Hell
but I can't help this hurt I feel.
I don't think I'll ever heal.
This pain it feels completely surreal
and my heart continues to reel.

I want you to come back to me Michael
I don't think I'll ever go on this way,
I'm in a gloomy place today
and when it will end no one can say,
I wish I could join you up there
and maybe then I wouldn't be so scared
but I will always love you and I'll be there
and I will continue to care

"In My Joy and my Sorrow,
In the promise of another Tomorrow,
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart."

I write this letter to God today
to help me understand why Michael went away
and for his return I continue to pray
and hope someday to meet him again
and be together in the end.

Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson* (c) 6-30-2009
*Screen name*