What Happens Now, Michael?
What happens now while we're far apart?
What will become of my broken heart?
I know I still have you with me still
but I feel to heal my heart never will.
I have this big hole where a light once shined
but now it's a void left firmly behind.
Where's all the magic you once showed us all?
Where does the time go now it's a crawl.
These days are bleak for me no smile will come
I feel like a zombie just shuffling along
I know it sounds incredibly dumb
and completely insane to more than just some.
But Michael I need you I need your sure hand
I need you to help me so I can stand.
I don't know why but this world is dark
where there once was a glimmer or even a spark,
where once I had hope and a dream to reach for
now I have nothing no joy or laughter to feel anymore.
I'm not able to love anyone now it's all been for you
but now that you had to go to the next world it's left me blue
because you're all I have and I just can't go on.
I wait for the day when I can be with you again
and the horrible darkness of this world will end.
Life is not the same without the magic of you
and I can't smile anymore because I am so blue.
But my love for you will not end because of a day
and I will not stop celebrating you every way
in little things that you once said
a funky song popping in my head
or the sound that came when you laugh out loud,
or that certain sillouette I see in a crowd
or the shadow that comes within a cloud.
What happens now Michael?
I hope you don't leave me anytime soon
because me without you is like sky without Moon
and I can't handle you not being here.
I thank God you're my angel and still always near
your voice still calms my nightly fears,
but I still can't help that I wish you were here.
The Force has you now but I hope that someday
we will be together again some day some way.
Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson (c) 10-25-2009 4 months today.
