My Letter To God~New Poem

My Letter To God

I know You have a master plan
but to figure it out so few of us can,
but why did you take this beautiful man?
Why did you take him when HE had his own plan
to take over the world and rock the land??
Help me Dear God to understand.

I know You are great and All Good,
but what did I do to lose us this Angel
who hurt anyone he NEVER would?
Why did You have to take Michael now?
What do we do with this empty and how
do we live in this dark, gloomy place?
I know he now walks within your grace
and he no longer has to run The Race,
but now I'm in a big empty space.

Dear God please help me to understand
why you reached down and took this man?
How I'll go on is a mystery I"m not sure I can.
I only wanted to love Michael for all time and more
I've never loved anyone this much before,
and I know I will know love never more.

I know You have a master plan
and now Michael's in the Greatest Neverland
where he will always be Peter Pan
but now he's left his Tinker Bell
this world is now a living Hell
but I can't help this hurt I feel.
I don't think I'll ever heal.
This pain it feels completely surreal
and my heart continues to reel.

I want you to come back to me Michael
I don't think I'll ever go on this way,
I'm in a gloomy place today
and when it will end no one can say,
I wish I could join you up there
and maybe then I wouldn't be so scared
but I will always love you and I'll be there
and I will continue to care

"In My Joy and my Sorrow,
In the promise of another Tomorrow,
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart."

I write this letter to God today
to help me understand why Michael went away
and for his return I continue to pray
and hope someday to meet him again
and be together in the end.

Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson* (c) 6-30-2009
*Screen name*