It’s Been Quite A While

I know I have not posted or updated since 2020 when Joey Tempest made his message and song videos, but life has gone off the chains and crashed and burned a lot lately. I'm mot doing as good as I should be and better than I was in osme respects. My mom passed away on June 1 of 2023 of Liver and Pancreatic Cancer, that my dead relatives threw at her bc they knew the doctors couldn't find it. They wanted her out of my life bc they said she protected me too much. They got what they wanted. They are now trying nto make us lose our hosue. They woun't let up a bit. Both my parents have battled Colon Cancer but Dad is thankfully still here. As a result of that, I now have to have the procedure to find out if I have it too. I'm also trying for my mom's death benefits from SSI as I am the Adult Disabled Child, and I finally did get my own SSI in 2022 but I was also told I can get the ADC benefit too and make it a bit easier for me to now pay house payment and PT. Thney are taking their own sweet time. :'( I have added to my collection of BB-9'ses too and I now collect JoJo Bows and hair things too bc they are colorful, fun and I love JoJo Siwa's message about being yourself and living your best life, even if I struggle to do that. I've lost 18 lbs but still trying to lose more and get back into the dresses ai love to wear. They almost fit but not quite loose enough to wear out. We lost one cat and the other one is about 16, almost, this July she will be 16. We are fighting to keep our hosue, and bc I finally did get my SSI, I can and have been paying up our house payments, even got the payments lowered and am working to clear up the PT that we got behind on again. This is why I need the ADC stuff. I need that to pay off the PT we're behind, and keep us going bc we are about to lose it if they have their way. The ADC stuff would make it so I can do all this. Anyway, this is my messed up, wrecked up zezzed up life that I'm barely floating by in. I found all the poems I thought I had lost. Thank you all for reading. Here are some pics of me wearing some of my different bows, one of Zanny BB-8 and one of me next to my Harry Potter game Avatar.